I really miss blogging!
I miss you guys.
I miss the support and I really need to get back to reading and commenting like I should!
I am sorry for the absence life has just been crazy!
I never thought there would be an adjustment period for staying at home.
But there is! A big one!
Life has just been crazy since November.
I had our anniversary in November, then tons of family staying in for Christmas and New Years.
My brother came in and stayed with us most of his visit.
And in between Christmas and New Years my aunt really took a turn for the worse.
She was diagnosed with ovarian cancer 2 years ago this month and she passed away on New Years Eve. It was a very sad start to the New Year.
Our dog died last Sunday too.
I am just feeling overwhelmed and sad right now. We have business things going on, insurance taxes, etc...it is like I have a never ending cloud of gloom hanging over my head. I dread things until they are over then I dread something new. Pretty sure you could call it anxiety!
But its not all bad. We had a wonderful Valentine's Day. Hubby missed New Years with me because he was out of town working so I claimed Valentines and my birthday as PLEASE make sure you are off days! I will re cap that soon if I get back into blogging. Plus sometimes I get to accompany him on little trips and that is super fun ;)
Anyways my weight has just been creeping up and I think Im less than 20 lbs away from my all time high weight. How did this happen? No idea. Staying at home and being so close to town is a big factor I think. I am so tempted to go get food when I am home alone too. Because there is no point in fixing big healthy meals for one. Have any of you ever faced this delimma? I am SO annoyed at myself. I have a whole kitchen at my disposal now, not a little breakroom!!! I have tons of time to decide what I want and I keep reaching for the bad stuff! I know what to do I just will not do it.
I feel lonely a lot too. I have a lot of wonderful friends in my Book Club and Bible Study but I constantly feel alone. April is a RN now and she works ALL the time. Jacob is gone a lot. My parents are now 3 hrs away. Grandma is at least 20 minutes away. But I do have a great life and I don't mean to complain, I just feel like I am probably not in this boat alone, comment if you feel the same way!! Maybe you are surrounded by people and you still feel alone.
I love you all and I hope you are well, please let me know what you have been up to and whats going on in your life. Also if you blog let me know I would love to read yours!