Thursday, April 4, 2013

I love you guys.

Not sure where you are in the world but here it just rained all day.

Which was appropriate for the way I was feeling. 

Except for early this morning. 

Hubs has been working third shift, and I woke up a little after 6 am and found him out in the wet, dark, cold back yard digging a hole to bury Reese.

Now that is a good man.

He has such an incredible heart, yall.  I am so blessed.

I made us some coffee and he finished digging. 

We cried, we prayed and now she is at rest. 

God made such a beautiful dog with a beautiful heart when he made her.  She was just pure sweetness to me all her days. 

But life has to go on.  Even though all of me wanted to just lay on top of that pile of dirt and sob I had to get a shower and get ready for work.

Breakfast was a egg cooked in the microwave on a 100 cal sandwich thin with some shreadded cheese and a bit of spreadable cheese.

also had a bit of that grapefruit
For lunch I went to the dollar store and got a cemetery vase thing and some beautiful fake flowers to put out on her grave.  I also found a ton of other random crap I don't need and also discovered big red gum again.  love it.
Lunch was a lean cuisine bbq chicken pizza with a salad with half an avocado, cheese, red onion and olives with blue cheese dressing (just a bit, maybe a tbsp).

Ok so then one of the guys at work brought me a desert basically because his wife is an awesome cook and I always want her food she packs him...and he saw me crying my head off yesterday about my dog so this was to make me feel better lol.

I ate most of it.  They call it a lemon square and it was amazing....!!!

Dinner was seriously weird but I still call it a win because I was tempted to get fast food all day long and wallow in self pity and greif. 

I still wallowed just not with food.
That is toast with Brummel and brown, a salmon burger with hot sauce and michilenas lean gormet red beans and rice.  With milk because I suck at being a wife and we have nothing else to drink in the house.
These are NOT the bigger eggs, these are mini ones and I had two.  Also two mini peanut butter cups. I am not proud of today, but considering all things, it could have been a lot worse food wise. 
I really hope this week turns out good yall...
Thank you all SOOOO much for your sweet prayers and words of encouragement today, it really blessed my heart to read them all. I love you guys.


  1. Considering how crappy your day started out and how stressful, I think you had an awesome day. I think you've shown that eating differently is becoming a habit and not just something you do from time to time. Hang in there. Tomorrow is Friday!

  2. Hey, I've been thinking about you from what I saw on your facebook. I'm so sorry you've had to go through this. Your dog was lucky to have a momma that loved her so much! She was probably a happy spoiled dog with a good life.

    I would have used it as an excuse to get some taco bell or something, but you were able to kick butt! I'm proud of you. and you're in my thoughts girl.

    1. Thank you so much sweet girl...and I miss your blogging SO MUCH!!! Where have you been missy!?!?! Love yas!!!


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