Today wasnt a bad day.
In fact, I ate well and made it to kickboxing.
But I feel sort of depressed.
I know TOM is approaching and that probably has something to do with my hormones but I just feel like I have been in a rut since I took that wedding dress off on November 18th.
That was my last big goal.
I have gained like 4 lbs since then with vacation and me refusing to devote 100% like I had been doing.
I feel like I NEED something to work towards again.
Hubs promised 7 new outfits a LONG time ago if I could get to 150. He could care less if I get below 150 and he thinks that "should" be my goal weight, so he set up a little reward there. It's not my GOAL weight but its my FIRST goal.
As of this morning I am back up to 182. I had saw 178 before vacation.
UGH. I get SO SICK of this weight loss game yall!!!
I am just being totally real and putting it out there.
ITS FREAKIN HARD!!!
It's December and I want to bake yummy things and EAT them. Not give them away LOL!
I want to eat at parties and I want to get pizza and watch Christmas movies with my husband...and I want those darn Christmas tree cakes!!!
I am having a pity party. I realize this. But this is my blog dang it, and I will party if I want to! haha.
Ok, in all seriousness...I need a new goal.
Putting it all out there for yall seems to make me work my hiney off...so lets try that again.
I want to be at 150 by my birthday-March 5th.
I think that is SORTA do-able. That is 32 lbs in 3 months. How about this...if I get INTO the 150's by my birthday that would be fantastic as well. And maybe a bikini by summer??!!
Ah ok lets not get ahead of ourself while visions of Christmas tree cakes are dancing in our heads...but what a great way to pop that bubble...think of bikinis!
What do yall think? Is that do-able? I think its totally do able. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me". Phillipians 4:13
I can do anything.
But just doing it, is the hard part.
Ok...on to food pics before I make yall my personal shrinks!!
shake-160 (Chocolate is good too by the way) and breakfast lean pocket 180 cals
subway cold cut 6 inch-they were 2.00 not bad 410 calories with cheese, veggies and mustard.
one serving of taco soup 106 cals
about 8-9 apples 85 ish calories
I had the rest of this protein bar from yesterday, its really good!
Then I came home and had a healthy dinner
salmon burger-170 cal
rice-1 cup prob 200 cals (160 cals for 3/4 cup)
THEN i got all hungry again. Whatever. I ate some exercise calories.
bread 120 cals/ black and blue jelly-one tbsp prob 60 cals/natural pb one tsp 50 cals?
I got these babies on vacation ...from a local business.
The owners are so sweet and they let you sample everything there..if you travel to TN mnts let me know and I will tell you where to go.
It was life changing toast let me tell you.
Ok so lets all hope the motivation bug bites me in my sleep tonight and I wake up tommorow with the jolt I need.
Thanks for all your support guys, it means A LOT!